Welcome to my Gardening Journal! Even though this space is primarily for gardening talk, I will sprinkle in other topics, too! So.....come on in and let's get to know each other!
Monday, December 18, 2023
Quote of the Week
Monday, December 11, 2023
Quote of the Week
Friday, December 8, 2023
Vlogmas First Timer
Monday, December 4, 2023
Garden Quote
Friday, December 1, 2023
It's A New Month, Let's Go!
Saturday, September 23, 2023
Thursday, September 21, 2023
Harvesting More Watermelons
Monday, September 18, 2023
Monday, September 11, 2023
Quote of the Week
Monday, September 4, 2023
Monday, August 7, 2023
Monday, July 31, 2023
Quote of the Week
Wednesday, July 26, 2023
Monday, July 24, 2023
Thursday, July 20, 2023
Always Grateful
Wednesday, July 12, 2023
Monday, July 10, 2023
Quote of the Week
Wednesday, July 5, 2023
Tuesday, July 4, 2023
Happy Fourth of July!!!
Monday, June 26, 2023
Friday, June 23, 2023
Oh so Minty
Wednesday, June 21, 2023
Monday, June 19, 2023
Wednesday, June 14, 2023
Tuesday, June 13, 2023
Need Advice on Elephant Ears
Monday, June 12, 2023
Wednesday, May 10, 2023
Monday, May 1, 2023
Monday, April 10, 2023
Quote of the Day
Saturday, April 1, 2023
Frustrated with Tech
Thursday, March 30, 2023
How Today Starts
Sunday, March 26, 2023
Stay Safe
Wednesday, March 22, 2023
Monday, March 20, 2023
Quote of the Week
Wednesday, March 15, 2023
Tuesday, March 14, 2023
BAIA: A Place to Experience
Wished I had some really long money to buy some of these pieces. Maybe one day, I'll have the funds to buy some really great art out of a gallery without worrying about the price.
Monday, March 13, 2023
Friday, March 10, 2023
The Great Grow Along
This event starts today, every skill level is welcomed! Come over and hang out---let's build community!
Wednesday, March 8, 2023
Tuesday, March 7, 2023
No Deals
Monday, March 6, 2023
Saturday, March 4, 2023
A Bit Different
Good Saturday morning! Hope all is well with everyone! I'm just trying out this business referral link to Morning Brew, a business/finance newsletter that breaks down financial news in a fun an entertaining way, I didn't know where to post it, since I'm taking a break from Twitter---I don't even know if I'll ever go back to Twitter, but yeah, I thought maybe I'd drop the link over here since I'm thinking about the blog also have a financial aspect to it, since food is political and costly. Why can't we grow greens both ways? So, if you're interested go over and check them out over at Morning Brew .
Wednesday, March 1, 2023
Monday, February 27, 2023
Quote of the Week
Thursday, February 23, 2023
The Viability is on Point
Wednesday, February 22, 2023
Tuesday, February 21, 2023
Lavender in the Pot: Finally
Monday, February 20, 2023
Quote of the Week
Friday, February 17, 2023
CPI Is Still Hot: Grow A Garden
Wednesday, February 15, 2023
Tuesday, February 14, 2023
Consumer Price Index Report: Will Our Economy Hold Steady
Monday, February 13, 2023
Quote of the Week
Sunday, February 12, 2023
The Best Decade Ever Still Continues
Here's to The Greeks!
Wednesday, February 8, 2023
Monday, January 30, 2023
Quote of the Week
Wednesday, January 25, 2023
Monday, January 23, 2023
Quote of the Week
Friday, January 20, 2023
Joy Came in the Morning
Thursday morning, I sat in my driveway, waiting to take my eldest daughter to a job; my mind and fingers were cobbling together my words for a text to my team lead, to quit! Leaving this job has crossed my mind throughout my training, but I kept trying to swim against the current, and the exhaustion kicked in, immediately, but I kept going when I should've left earlier when the loss of appetite set in, but no, I kept pushing on, and in turn, my appetite came back, but I began having severe headaches every time I was near or at my computer and desk(also, I worked from home), after work, I had no energy to do anything else afterwards.
I would clock out and head to my bedroom to wind down with a list of tv shows or movies to watch, but I never got the chance to watch them because I would always fall asleep. The only way I could stay up after work was whenever, I got the chance to talk to my sister on the phone. We would stay on the phone for hours and just laugh and enjoy each others company. But the falling asleep immediately after work was real and seemed so weird because the job was a customer service job for a large well known Insurance Company( I worked as a third party rep), so actually I was employed by the third party company, but anyways, I didn't feel like I had an easy comfortable work at home job; I actually felt like I ran a marathon everyday and unload a tractor trailer load of large boxes.
I've worked at two other customer service jobs in my lifetime and neither one of them made me feel this exhausted and physically sick, either. However, both of them actually gave me some type of confidence in my ability to do the job during training. We all know that the actual learning and knowledge of the job comes when you start taking calls, and for me the training was lacking with this company---many technical issues and the majority of the training environment(where we had to practice writing policies) didn't work---that's a big problem.
So, the unpreparedness and tiredness just compounded, but I continued on, hoping and praying that it'll get better the more I do it. But how long can I continue to not really live? Is a decent paycheck really worth my physical/mental health? Even though I did one day of taking phone calls, in nesting, I continued fighting with myself about the job and giving it one more chance because the members were great, and I got great feedback about my interactions with the callers, but----I didn't feel good about my experience on the job. So, at 9:50 a.m.(10 minutes before my shift started) on Thursday morning, I sent my resignation text, and just like that, my headache was gone, and joy suddenly came to me that morning.